dunno if it's my diet or seasonal change or who knows what, but I keep thinking about dying. Like, hell nobody cares about me.
I want some way to award a cash prize to the first person who wonders if I'm okay, who tries to check on me.
I want to change my next of kin so that I could be dead for years before Mom finds out.
It's unproductive to ask people for sympathy, so I can't do that.
Am I ever going to fit in? Will the world ever be able to accommodate me?
Why are people so fucking stupid? Why can't they understand?
I just want to tell everyone to FUCK OFF.
At least with the JWs I had the "McFriends" but now? Blowing money at strip clubs? I haven't been in a while because it's obviously unsatisfying...
Monday, April 13, 2009
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